The Departure Trauma!

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A shudder that runs down the veins... I choke.. My heart pounds faster than usual .. The conception.. The corollary.. The fear.. it all encompasses my sanity..  Emotions .. Deep emotions take the play .. The psyche seems paralysed, unable to understand the trauma . Coz its the heart connection today that's weakening .. The ties.. That were a knot.. Today, are lose threads one breaking after the other ..

In a mood of reminiscence I think how it all began .. the smiles.. the teasing.. the cheesy flirtiness.. the quirkiness.. It all summed to create the bond.. The hour glass upturned.. Affection grew.. Beautiful moments, touchy moments.. Soothing ones n caring tones.. They all created understanding n respect n developed from a bond to a relation . Assumed to last till eternity..

The test is on . But what's the new turn. Different from the plan.. Is it a part of the test.. to know the survival of the strongest.. or some latent enemy's turn.. to score out the opponent.. Alas! am here at this stage so unprepared so uncertain .. I wanted the same things differently.  There's hope.. The waving candle is being protected by hands.. Strong hands.. They have become warm.. But the winds still blow hard.  Will the candle rekindle.. Or it will pass away with the wind..  The test is on..

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