Straight from the heart..!

I felt everything about the river was good.. Actually nothing except the river was good.. Life's ways were all entangled.. The heart and mind were at a wrangle.. Indeed.. The river always showed me the way.. But this time it has left me astray.. All the pieces of life were at fray.. Even the place I dwell was dark and grey.. Like.. The river meets but bades a salutation.. 'Cause it has to achieve a destination.. I thought they' were to give happiness an invitation.. But I guess it was paradox's definition.. Like.. The beloved rests in the river's soils.. But someday it faces the turmoils.. Similarly someone became a reason to smile. Gradually destiny was taking its toils. Though.. The river found its trail through pebbles and bays.. But now the bank awaits.. Think it has lost its ways.. All I can do is wait.. For a new light, a new hope and the same fate..

A heavy heart, a feeble mind, yet I pretended everything is okay... They asked again, if anything went amiss, I hardly heard, but tried not to be dismay... I asked myself why am I not opening my heart, why keeping myself astray... Why people who knew me inside out, regarded me predictable, know nothing today... The answer was quick, Life taught me , bewared me, sometimes I notice most times it just passed away... The truth lies deep, nobody cares, its just your life and they are strangers with no say... They have their own lives, their own sweet bitter pain, and walk with you till you give them your hay... When the need of the hour comes, you start expecting, then they seem to be miles away... You keep pondering if they were really close, where did they go when you were at rocks, lost and sway... Everything happens for a reason, I failed to know then, I know it now without a delay... I lost trust to trust myself, remained aloof to know thyself, grew strong to prove myself...