Straight from the heart..!

To be present yet feel absent to you, as a scent of your body I am.. To exist to make a mark n yet die as u speak, as a sound of your word I am. To make u live yet cause u pain , as the blood burning in your vein I am.. To be burned n charred to bring u glory n pride, as your halo that shines I am.. To stoop n be stepped yet behind you forever, as the shadow of your being I am.. To fake a smile but express your joy, as a twinkle in your eyes I am.. To give you strength n pat your back n prove your fate, as the palm of your hand I am.. To be a ray when all is dark to bring u light, as the retina of your eye I am.. To make you love and let you live for that girl, as the pounding heart your left I am  To be remembered n rejoiced and leave the world with you, as an evergreen memory of your present I am.. To be this moment and create a memory jus to add to your blissful life, as an each passing second of your life I am..

When we were young we always wanted to grow up.. Now that we have. We wana go back..  Seek for a magic wand.. or the Genie to grant us wishes.. But..  Alas!  The innocence of childhood was so true so realistic..  We had the boon to create our own world in the games we played.. to choose the profession we wanted to be.. n live it as long as we wanted.. why are we depriving ourselves of that boon.. Talking to ourself was sweet and not foolish.. and we could spend hours having the best of times.. what keeps us from living those hours in the present.. The most worrisome event was losing the marbles.. the priced possession.. aren't we worse off when we lose everything to seek everything n ultimately nothing.. we possess a lot more but enjoy even lesser.. We defined love as forever.. as all the emotion from family.. Or the friend who shared his crayons.. then why.. today a person shares his life with us and we define him as desperate..  The care of p...

A shudder that runs down the veins... I choke.. My heart pounds faster than usual .. The conception.. The corollary.. The fear.. it all encompasses my sanity..  Emotions .. Deep emotions take the play .. The psyche seems paralysed, unable to understand the trauma . Coz its the heart connection today that's weakening .. The ties.. That were a knot.. Today, are lose threads one breaking after the other .. In a mood of reminiscence I think how it all began .. the smiles.. the teasing.. the cheesy flirtiness.. the quirkiness.. It all summed to create the bond.. The hour glass upturned.. Affection grew.. Beautiful moments, touchy moments.. Soothing ones n caring tones.. They all created understanding n respect n developed from a bond to a relation . Assumed to last till eternity.. The test is on . But what's the new turn. Different from the plan.. Is it a part of the test.. to know the survival of the strongest.. or some latent enemy's turn.. to score out the opponent.. Alas! ...

It’s the New Year.. Most of us want to change our lives overnight.. Ever wondered y wait for the new year to bring the change.. In fact what went wrong that you gotta change.. However, FAIT EST FAIT What’s done is done.. No clue as to how to bring the expected change..!! Firstly stop expecting.. Coz if you stop expecting everything would come to u as a SURPRISE.. Also it would kill 100 reasons for us to get hurt.. Then, if you recall there’s something called CONSCIENCE..Guess we read in school.. It’s your inner morale.. It pricks when you do somewhat wrong.. Unless all you do is wrong!!! So just LISTEN TO IT!!! Thirdly, OBSERVE AND ABSORB.. It’s okay not to have an opinion about everything.. So why comment on everything.. EMPATHIZE i.e. Step into the shoes of the other person before being judgmental.. You may not always be right.. It also goes.. There can be two rights for one situation.. Why not try the other right.. Thus, THINK BEFORE YOU TAKE A LEAP Lastly, AC...

Today I’m walking on a bridge... Observing... Isn’t this walk similar to the journey of life.. A card reader with a parrot.. He seemed to b older than his grandfather.. He tells fate.. I smirked.. If he really could.. Would he be here!! I’m walking briskly.. My path being curved by intruders.. I decided not to let my path be curved.. Stubborn people.. They won’t let me choose my way.. Thrusting on to me.. I have no option but to bend.. Give way.. Coz m a girl.. As I move forward... I see a wide path but my view is narrowed... Someone from a distance walking with a faster pace... He seems to b a stranger.. But as he closes he’s an ol’ friend.. One time friend.. Today.. an acquaintance.. We moved on.. Crossroads... I see.. A storming Crowd.. I’m making way.. It seemed to be a cluster from the far end.. Was in a doubt if I could make way.. But as I entered it got thinned.. it was easy..n poof! It was gone.. A beggar passing by.. Was it his destiny or...

At times I feel like going back in the past.. Slow down the moments that vapourised so fast.. Retain the memories that wiped out at last.. It occurs to my mind when m sitting alone.. Lose a battle that've been deceivingly won.. Undo the acts dat shouldn't have been done.. I get so lost and wish with eyes shuttered.. Delete the words that shouldn't have been uttered.. Take back the promises that shouldn't have been muttered.. Drowned in the past, I gaze at the ceiling.. Cry out loud when I curbed my feeling.. Overcome the illusion and understand the meaning.. Alas! Its too late I cant go and act.. I still have the future to handle with tact.. I'll strive to be rational, I make this pact..