Straight from the heart..!

Dashed through the window pane, the heat of the sun I woke up with the contemplation of a monotonous day I gazed the sky and admired its elements I envied the free bird for it had no boss over it to yell and cry, No responsibilities, no deadliness, just freedom. But.. I realized its responsibility to feed its child Its deadlines to protect its nest before the wind blew its existence in a jerk Its freedom caged by humans. I envied the dazzling sky studded with sometimes the sun or the moon and stars It had the glories which I aspired in the form of diamonds and medals. But.. I realized they were trivial before its lifeless vastness These glories were momentary during day or night but never forever I envied the charismatic sun that gave life and was the most powerful of all elements. It had the power I desired. Its presence was missed when it is not there But.. I realized even the one whom he loved was burned to ashes in its heat And there ...

I understand there is a power... But I never named it God... They ask me to look for it in the idols...But I fail... Although I feel it ... I talk to it… It responds to me too, in it's owns signs and symbols... Its omnipresence is a secret yet known to all... I know it favors me... but sometimes it doesn't... I fight with it ‘cause I cannot foresee the future... But It can... It warns me when I deviate... yet I do it... But it has a soft corner for me... ‘cause it handles it all... It has decided a fate for me which I want to see.. It gives me clues in my dreams... But silly me cannot interpret it.... Now when I’m talking to it... it is angry with me... I don’t know the reason... its thundering... But its like my beloved who cries with me when it is angry with me… And it’s raining.... I bade myself good bye to talk to it...