Straight from the heart..!

A regular friend, with frequent meetings, Dunno how she became a special being, We had laughs and chit chat sessions, Still wondering I could think of her in this fashion.. We fought initially yet with frolic and fun, Her smiles made me feel she's the one, The then fights ended with laughter and cheers, They now ended up with regrets and tears.. I was neither a fanatic nor a lover, Dunno how, when, where i fell for her, I still controlled so as never to express, But the day came when I could no longer suppress.. I yelled it with frustration, anger and fear.. Emotions at their weakest with fear to lose her.. My fears came true, unwantedly, I had no option but to live depressively.. I knew she was somebody else's life, So I decided to make a sacrifice, It isn't as easy as said coz my heart cries.. I'm here, lonely, with life seeming like a bunch of lies.. She came back to make me strong again.. I am trying, failing and cannot sustain, She said my h...

Relations are so complicated… Sometimes you win but many times you lose, Your first love may make you feel intoxicated, Later on de same makes you suffocated. Once you want to leave everything for that person, Then you want to leave that person for everything. Every li'l thing you did mattered and made you happy, Gradually every li'l thing that you do still matters but makes you sad. Long chats, night talks that made you blush, smile, wink, laugh, What’s left is long nights but no chats or talks, making you yell, cry, think, past For every tear there was a shoulder to wipe them, Now the shoulder is the reason for the tear and no one to wipe them!!